Smurfs!!

Today is the day I like to call "Facial Tuesday" because today is the day Justin and I usually sit back with some kind of weird smelling clay like substance on our faces. While most men are not into facials or skin care what so ever Justin is very happy to do it. On this day we decided to do a dead sea minerals mask that we bought at walmart (a small package was under $2). We applied the mask then enjoyed some good "selfie" time (who wouldn't when u look like a smurf). I enjoyed this mask a lot and it left my skin feeling amazing and very clean. I really enjoyed the smell of it also. I would defiantly recommend this to anyone looking for a great face mask and the added bonus is its cheap. 

   

Do u think we would make good Smurfs?

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Adventures

With the weekend gone by I am very thankful to have some great weather. With great weather comes amazing adventures. So of course I decided to take a nature walk with my 2 amazing boys. As we where walking we got to see the ice in the river starting to break up so we went to the edge of the river to get a closer look but with the warm weather also comes lots of mud. So we went onto the bridge to get some pictures before all the snow was gone. I was very lucky to capture some very good picture of my beautiful home town. This picture shows all the ice breaking up and the beautiful sky with the "graffiti" bridge in the back.

             

This picture shows the Lorne Bridge (right) and the old train bridge (left)

And of course no adventure would be complete without these to amazing little boys!

                              There's no place like home!               
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Wedding Guests

Almost a year ago in May we had the honor of attending the wedding of my boyfriends cousin. I honestly had no idea what to do with my makeup so I decided to go "sweet and simple". I also wanted to some how match my boyfriend instead of clashing. I ended up going with a light smokey eye with a winger liner and a nude lip. Here is the makeup.                                                                            
Of course we cant end this post without sharing a pic of us together so here it is.

 Isn't he the cutest!! Thanks for stopping by. Have an amazing day!

I'm ready!

Today marks 29 days till spring and I as well as many other i'm very excited. Yes winter is beautiful with the bright dusting of freshly fallen snow in the cold winter day but I am ready. I am ready to hang my coats, hats and mittens up, and throw my shovel away. I am ready to clean my garden out and have the help of 2 amazing boys to plant all different flowers and of course help Nana with the veggies. Ah spring I can't wait to be able to get back outside and enjoy the outdoors with my little men. One of my favorite things to do is go on nature walks and take pictures of everything beautiful and bright. It also helps that I happen to have the most handsome little men that brighten any picture they happen to be in. So over then next 29 days i will be thinking of all things colorful. Spring I welcome u! To help with the Spring feeling I am going to share some of the picture I took last year.

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Pieces

Today I wanna share one of the best things in life. Of course i'm talking about Best Friends. When I think Best friend there is 1 name that instantly comes to mind. Her name is Sarrah. Sarrah and I first met when we where in elementary school. A lot of people didn't like that we where friends but we didn't care. I loved her like a sister and she helped me threw a lot in my life. She was the only person I could actually talk to. We where inseparable. But all good things have to end. I had to make a choice a choice that would change me forever. I choose my Dad over my BFF... For years I went about my life without her, knowing a piece of me was missing. I tried carry on without it, but as they say if u love something let it go if it comes back it was ment to be. Sounds so cliche but that's just what happened. A few years ago our pieces where put back together and I am whole again. We have now been friends again for almost 5 years. Threw the 5 years there have been people who hate that we are friend again but in the end tho's people need to understand I love this girl and she has stole a part of my heart that I don't want back.

      And to my dear Ladycakes know that I loves u dearly..
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The D word.

                 Living with Depression!
What an awful word that is.. Depression..  Depression comes in all different types and although I can't speak on all types I will speak on mine. What most people don't know about me is I have suffered with this since I was diagnosed at 12. I have had to go threw lots and lots of test to find out why I was always down. Truth is we never did find out why but here I am at the age of 27 and still I suffer every single day. You can look me in the eyes as I smile but what u can't see is the pain and torture I put myself threw. Am I good enough? Do I have purpose? Will I live up to the standard everyone expects of me? Why am I always hating myself? I am a mother of 2 amazing little boys but still I question everything like Am I actually a good mom? Do I deserve these amazing children? Will a raise them to be happy or depressed like me? I see all these happy people and I have always wondered what goes on threw their head. Do they question themselves as badly as I do? I have tried to find out why I suffer everyday but maybe i'm not supposed to know. They say what doesn't kill u makes u stronger but I don't think that's true I have suffered for 15 years and I still feel like i'm that little 12 year old girl who has no idea whats going on. 15 years! To tho's who say its a "faze" clearly have never had to deal with the pain and heart break that comes from it. I as well as everyone who suffers with this wish it was just a "faze" but its not its a nightmare. U can not see the pain we struggle threw everyday. Everyone has a battle they are fighting but sometimes the battle that is being fought is against themselves. I along with Millions of people suffer with this nasty illness. I have good day but mostly bad days I live everyday just like all of u but instead of overcoming obstacles threw day to day life I have to overcome myself first. Depression is not a weakness we have to fight more to be happy. So next time u tell someone to be happy think about the fight they have to go threw to get there.. 
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Yay Halloween 2015!!

Yay! Halloween

So finally we have come to my favorite time of the year Halloween day. So for this Halloween I had no idea what i wanted to do I spent most of the day helping my Mom for her Halloween party and i had 2 hours left so I looked in my special effect makeup and came across a box of Gelatin and of course burns and blisters came to mind. So I mixed up a batch of gelatin goo and off we went. Once the gelatin had a chance to cool down I started on my forehead and tried adding lots of texture to add the blisters then some pockets to make hole for blood later. Then when gelatin is dry I started shading to add irritation. I darkened the pockets then comes my favorite part the blood. I ended up added a red contact for the added shock factor. So this is the final outcome and i'm pretty happy with it I ending up getting a few scares and a few worried kids but that's what Halloween is all about. So Happy Halloween even tho its February lol.

                               

                               

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